Joining a dream company is always thing you always wanted. but that is the time when your life starts. You join, you work and you start entering a race, which you never wanted to. A race offending you, letting you back, making you jealous, takes you to make hasty callous decision. finally make you lose what you have, never realizing you still have a lot to achieve. It seems like life is the driver.
All the above words seems quite true in my case. Time has changed a lot in me. Thinking about things which i saw with my father. I have been moving towards zero. Ideas are dropped because they seem no longer possible. Trying out my hands in every field and making plans now and then, just to know that i would drop them sooner than i dreamed of. Nevertheless, there has been good things. I am working towards a project and taking charge of things just the way the process flows. I am finally settled in a team which has got wonderful people around. I always thank god with relating me with such good people who are always there to help me out with things.
for the first time i get a chance to evaluate myself on scales which i always wanted to be. Love has been left far behind and work has taken the apt place. Though parents feel the set back i am going though, they always encourage me to take the further opportunities which i see around. People around me are moving very fast and i guess it's time for me to move the same way. I need to take decisions, decisions which would shape my coming years taking me to a new journey of life. Changing the course would be a difficult job but would give me what i deserve.
The one thing that needed my heart took it away.Now, there is only a "headful" way ahead without any obstacle and i will surely achieve it.
